I seek God’s help, to put it more succinctly, because righteousness is God2s life and love at work in me. It is a fact of the gospel that the Father has given us His own righteousness, we can now stand in His presence without guilt, condemnation or inferiority. He’s given us His rightness, His ability to do right, so we can live in consonance with Him. We don’t have to struggle to please Him, it’s our life and nature to live before Him in righteousness and true holiness ‘And that ye put on the new man, which after God is created in righteousness and true holiness. ‘Eph 4.24

My life has been through a lot at a younger age and I have done a lot of bad things which I am not proud of, and when I think hard about I did in my past put shame to me. Therefore the time come to me to ask my self questions which I coundn’t manage to answere, tjey were crucial to help me to understand more about the person I wish to become.

Therefore, wherefore I also, after I heard of forgiveness of sins, according to the riches of His grace, I cease not to give thanks God and my faith grows in the Lord Christ Jesus and love unto all the Saints. It is essential to know what is important and what is not, what is in keeping with the kingdom – life Jesus came to bring, and what is just piffling nonsense. The Christian life is about love, compassion and justice and not about observing petty rules and regulations. Now I think hard about what I do and don’t do and live out Christ in my everyday business.